There's something freeing about being able to say what you want to say when you want to say it. I've learned how to be more real with myself and with others but where as I kept myself too closed off I find myself becoming too open. That fine line is a truly fine line. I was probably too honest yesterday with Tommy. I said some real honest things that needed to be said - but it was something that I probably should have said in a safer, more neutral place like a counseling room. But, what's done is done. I've offically thrown my hat into the ring and made the announcement that this all sucks. That I can't continue to pretend that I don't feel the way I feel or that everything is ok. It's either a starting point, or a breaking point.