Tuesday, December 18, 2007

One Week till Christmas

Can you believe it?! Where in the world has December gone already! It feels like Thanksgiving was just the other day. Geeez! At least I was more productive with my shopping this time around. I didn't wait until Christmas Eve to do it all.

What a weekend and what a Monday yesterday. I'm feeling overwhelmed with life again. The last few weeks have been fine but i'm starting to slip back into that place I was at back in October. That wasn't a good place at all. Feelings of loneliness, frustration, pain - my home not being a place of comfort - all of it that felt like a ton of bricks weighing on my shoulders.

I'm thinking about taking a vacation by myself. Maybe visit a friend of mine who I haven't seen in over a year. Clear my head and attempt to resuscitate my heart and my life.

Depressing post - sorry. Tomorrow i'll have a fun post about my NYC scavenger hunt we did yesterday.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yikes..........
i feel ya nik. hang on......